Its all in my head,
This disease is debilitating...
When night falls
And death calls...
Heart wrapped in shadow
Darkness all around...
I will never be good enough; I know that it is...
I will never be good enough to love you...
That getting to familiar cold shiver of fear ran...
As my wife Ooy informed me my close friend Jan has...
She wishes she could tell them, she wants to...
Tell them how she really feels, how much she has...
I grab my knife,
I close my door...
I cant stand this any more, I want things to end,
There is no point living, when I cant stand just...
They try to convince her, she is worth their time,
But she does not believe them, its all such a...
I awake to the smell of burning sky
the beautiful clouds where the birds once flew...
Frozen in place
While they try to erase her face...
I'm so lost without you.
that you sad bye i never thought it would be the...