I give up,
just take me away...
Im in Maine
Its hard to be here...
I cried today.
It wasn't a normal cry...
My heart will beat,
while i sleep...
Every so often when all is quiet
the circumstances must be just right...
On the outside I am smiling
I laugh like it's okay...
The words are in my head
I just can't put them on paper...
All alone in this world with no one by my side
Cant share my feelings, that burn deep inside...
I'm staring right at her, flaw's from head to toe
She looks right back at me, and i see the pain she...
I cant change things around me
I cant control what other people do...
Forever in a place of pain
forever in a place of darkness...
Smiling all the time
"Proves that you're okay"...