There were times when regrets turn into fear.
Fear of being pull down again...
Hope is an easy way of thinking...
Everything is always my fault,
I'm so full of shame...
I'm hating the bruises you left me.
I'm hating the blood you leave me...
I know that smiling doesn't mean you're happy but...
I know that lying sometimes doesn't mean you're...
Scared,cold, dark, and alone.
I have absolutely nowhere to go...
Twinkling stars and broken hearts, always throw...
Tempted to devour the lily,
With its purity still clinging on to it...
Very hard to see me cry but when I do u know I'm...
Wishing I could wake up from this reality and live...
Forgive me.
I am not perfect like you want me to be...
The day i thought the sun was gone, and it was...
the time i thought i couldnt smile, i seen him...