I am not here,
I am walking in an abyss of my own mistakes...
.
I Don't Want To Talk...
What does it feel to be normal?
To look like those people pacing through Wall...
I sometimes wonder how I got here
This place of pain and tears...
Last night, I woke up uneasy and upset.
I turned the lights on to ponder a bit...
Northing's perfect in this world,
so why should I wait for things to go back to...
Stillborn heart as cold as a lifeless soul
Rememberance of joy long faded...
I thought he wanted me,
thought he needed me...
For once i don't know what to say
For once i have no one to trust...
People don't know what I'm going through,
They don't know what it is like to be me...
I cannot stand being in this place
Where to people I'm just a face...
In the darkness of the night
Self destruction infects my being...