You see that smile,
Permanently engraved on my face...
That shy little girl,
she always sits alone...
I'm tired of all of these things but you don't...
I was told that it was a beautiful day
However my mind offered no words to say...
1) no more pain
No more wishes...
Sadness turns to...
Madness...
I remember
Years ago...
I feel like you were never there for me, you never...
In a perfect world I'm beautiful
I'm not consumed by darkness...
I just want to feel something again.
So I'll cut my skin to feel the pain...
2013-01-31 20:40
It's hopeless...
With the days far too long
And with even colder nights...