It scares me
All of it...
I try to be it:
Invisible...
I was caught on the phone late last night
By my mom...
I built four walls
that have taken years...
The beats of my heart begin to speed
I tried to get away, but i'll never be freed...
Piece by piece I slowly fade.
Of this life, I've nothing made...
To end this pain
it drove me insane...
A baby star falls from the sky
and he lands in a puddle of water...
Can you hear my pen
as it scribbles your name...
Walking through the empty streets
beneath the midnight sky...
The tears are pouring out tonight,
filling buckets with my pain...
I am so drained of watching myself fail and...
no matter how hard I try. Is it never enough...