I feel so angry at myself,
Because I never knew...
No matter how much you try
You will never understand...
Anger on his face
I have broken all his rules...
I'm staring at the plate of food
Its staring back at me...
Black eyes and blue tears
Representing my own worth...
She lets him call her awful names.
She lets him drag her across the floor...
Guilty because it is all my fault
It is all I am worth...
So many things I don't understand,
too many questions I cannot ask...
You gave me rules
I didnt follow...
If only I could turn back time
I'd run right back to you...
It was you who abused me
But it is me who feels guilty...
Getting you out my head is hard
Unlocking the guilt you gave to me...