"A smell of wine and cheap perfume"
Spilling from his earphones...
I am the self proclaimed
Life's court jester...
Why cant you just see
that I am not the person...
Bite my lip
giggle...
Fragments of my mind
Falling to the ground...
I don't even care if you cry,
Everything that you told me is a lie...
No more tears just acceptance of who I am,
I dare not tell you because you won't understand...
A man loses over and over again.
Lost emotions can not even keep him going...
Bone grey clouds are ahead of me,
phantoms hang on...
Understanding the meaning of life
Is a knowledge best left unspoken...
Being alone has given me perspective. Just live...
I can't. I want to...
It tears me apart to say the words
To think the truth for just a second...