As I walk around,
I see so many others happy...
It was a really long time ago.
I have almost forgotten my dreams...
Hitting rock bottom
Is sometimes the only way...
There was a time when,
Darkness walked upon my doorstep...
Do you know misery? I do. It lives inside my body...
The heaviness of misery resides on the shoulders...
Sometimes I wish I wasn't such a f**k up in life
Maybe things would be better if I wasn't alive...
I don't know what happiness is
I wish I really did...
I want to scream, I want to cry,
Some days, I just want to die...
When you're standing n the darkness,
Nothing seems viable only hate...
I don't remember what it felt like.
The day he finally left me on my own sitting in my...
Empty wall against another
fill my soul beyond a desire...
For someone who had once been so outgoing,
I had drew back my curtains and hid...