She didn't cry
Or dare to weep...
Have you ever felt lonely?
Like few people are ever there...
I woke up this morning with that very same thought
Why am I still here? I must have fought...
You saw my pain
you saw it as a chance for gain...
The place I was meant to take my life,
On that late March fourth night...
Its never been like this
I've never had support...
It saw in your mind for years
i could see it in your eyes...
You didn't even ask
You didn't even wonder...
I've pushed it off since it happened, the night I...
Don't want to see those I hurt or come to terms...
Life is hard at sixteen
There's so much to get in the way...
I'll say goodnight
and close my eyes...
It's hard to decipher love;
a catatonic wave...