Tears come to my eyes
As I feel pain for people who hurt me...
Razors ,knives ,and guns
oh! What fun...
They don't see the beautiful me
only the ugly outside...
I hate life as it is now.
I do what others demand, time after time...
Everyone around me slowly falling in love
Holding hands, giving kisses, singing songs...
I lay back and watch
Blue sky's fade away...
.........................Exposed,
....................Secrets revealed...
Dripping blood,
From my wrists...
Sitting in the corner with my hands holding up my...
The tears falling from my eyes at an ever so slow...
Gripping cliches,
Do I know her...
Why cant people see?
See all the pain inside me...
Hopelessness intensifies.
depression deepens...