Why can't anybody see that I'm not okay?

I just don't want to write anymore...

If you loved me so much why did you let me go?

I haven't felt this bad in a long time....Why do we take life for granted?

I write poetry to express my pain and thought and feelings....but I also do it to help people understand that their not alone in their own pain....but it always seems like I fail....im so sorry my fellow poets....
-A

A girl screaming on the inside
But a smile is all you can see.

Try to read and see
What all the scribbled words mean.

I don't see how people can go onto a site, select anonymous, and type in 'Kill yourself' These people aren't just words on a screen. They have emotions, feelings, flesh, and blood too. And who knows, maybe they'll take it to heart. Don't be mean.

I don't eat
and I cut
im just another tortured soul

Why love someone when it's only going to end im tears!¡! :'(