Do not blame me for my hatered someone else made me bitter its not my fault so jude me not so many ppl judge but none are perfect

If this is wat it means to vent then here goes i hate him i wanna die at times so depressed stressed my life feels kle a sit com and everbody laughing at me

I found it sad when i discovered,
that the day i was the happiest,
was the day i didnt wake up at all

I find certaint things comferting,
one, that you exist
two, that i do to
three, that its your fault for loving someone else, not mine.

The saddest feeling i've ever had?
waking up, and realizing i still exist.

I thought I got away, but it was just a dream.
Cause as always when I open my eyes,
your standing over me. So that must mean, I am still me, and I am still here.
I really hate that dream

There's nothing but loneliness in my eyes.

Yes I can live without you, when a body dies, it's existence still lives on....

What hurts the most is that ive been acting like im over him when all this time im still in love with him and I don't want anybody but him...

I... am nothing.