My little girl years ago
my friend today
my daughter never

I'm so messed up, I don't even know
how to explain how I feel anymore.

~ nxc

The agony overwhelmes me, and the sorrow is taking over me.
Why can't anyone see that I'm afraid and so alone?

~ nxc

I wanted to cry, but I pulled myself together because you don't deserve my tears.

My heart stops
my mind spinning out of control
i am lost
i am scared
do they now
do they care
dose anyone.....

No one can know a person too well...
Not even their parent nor themselves

Just because you see me happy on the outside
Doesnt mean that im also happy in the inside

My feelings are hard to express
that sometimes its better just to lock them inside

Why does it feel
that even though how hard i try
ill never be good enough for anybody

Silent Screams And Cries For Help Scribbled In The Blood Of Misery And Pain Never Relenting.