Stil cAN't fiGuRE ouT wat's wr0ng wid me..nthngz makin senSE anyWay..
Bt i do knw wel daT dis tear dr0plets iz sumh0w making me fEel bettr...

Tired of trying, tired of fighting and tired of all this shit. I just wanted to be a good son, I guess that's not even possible.

One night of drinking,
leads to many scars
upon my wrist from cutting.

Lord help me.

I get so caught up in being broken, I start to ignore ways to fix me..

People who die by suicide do not want to end their lives.
They want to end their pain.

I wonder if it would change if they knew that I haven't slept in days.I hate myself. I cut my arms, legs, and hips every night and just hide it the next day.My life is falling apart right before my eyes, and no one even notices.

I'm so ugly but thats ok coz so are you its not a sin.

Feeling so alone :/

My advice to you is to just scream as loud as you can , let out all your anger at the world and just scream until your lungs burn and your head grows faint . Scream until you've come so numb you no longer know if your screaming or not .

I'm so tierd of life , with all its stupid pains and flukes . I just want to run away and hide in a dark corner and never be found . I want to get away from everything and everyone and just let go .