I was a fool... I was a fool to think that anyone cared for me... but I'm not a fool anymore...

"love"... "friendship"... "kindness"... these words are the ones that constantly lie... these are the illusions that we will never be alone, but they always fade away...

"freak"... "weird"... "creep"... these are the names that they have branded me with... these are the names that I am known by...

All one can do is perform to their honest self and hope for the best.hope that someone will love them, hope for a good ending, and mostly that you're never torn apart in tragedy.

But you see darling, your kinda truth is just the ghost of your lies. And I see through them all the time.

And I was only there so you weren't alone.

I've come to the point where nothing matters anymore, and things I used to care about aren't worth fighting for.

I cut to prove to you that you are not the only one that can hurt me.

Just when I thought my life was coming together, I realized it was just starting to fall apart.

My heart is not broken... It is shattered...