So you said you were as true as a compass, that was one crooked compass.

You know that heart crushing feeling, unable to breath
that is a fraction of my torment, my agony.

I tried to be perfect, but i can't keep this act up anymore..

I hate the truth
there is nothing lie in my world
more than your love........

Don't worry the day will come where you can walk into my life and make everything worse.

Is it time to say my final goodbyes yet???

It makes me sick to my stomach when I think about how easily you fooled me into thinking you actually cared. What if everyone else has been doing that just to get things from me like you did? Because of you I'm afraid of trusting anyone anymore.

So am I suposed to cry now, because I won't I don't have anymore tears.

I (thought) i love(d) you

Years of practice, thats how i can fool people into thinking i'm perfectly fine even when im braking inside... but the truth is i wish i wasn't so good at it because i dont even know how to show when i'm hurt anymore...