Depression is hard to explain. It ruins you You don't smile much because there isn't a reason to you think It doesn't matter how good you have it. Depression makes everything worthless and hopeless. It can make you do many things. It's sad isn't it?

At four Am,
Listening to her favorite band
Thinking of all the things she has done wrong..
She thinks of all those who are left..
Blames herself for them leaving
Suddenly she starts to cry..
She lets it all out.
She's not as strong as she was..

Its for attention right?
She cuts herself for attention didn't she?
She thinks of suicide every day. She starves herself.She cries herself to sleep. She's Broken.....
But it's all for attention right?

Sometimes reminiscence is not for entertain to our inner souls!!!

She cuts herself
Never to deep,
Never enough to die.
But enough to feel pain.
Enough to feel the scream inside.

The pain it bring can't compare
To the joy she knows will soon be
ThereI t's worth the scars that never heal
For a moment, Not to feel

The only thing stoping me from killing myself is Deciding what method to use..

You
We are not together I know,
But reason for this is you.
Only you.

My brother slit his throat. He's been in the hospital for 3 days. He just got out.

Keep smiling, they'll never understand how broken you truly are.