"It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry"
-Fergie

No one knows, because no one cares.

I'm just depressed ...and feel like giving up everything and everyone ...including myself ..

Sometimes the pains to heavy to bear
So I cut my wrist with a blade
Then suddenly it all fades away.

Http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=ptzzU7jFQwo
How I feel right now are these two links
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=7G8QItjTSDA

My right arm and hand are slightly tinged with bruising from the repeated beating of rulers. Should be fun to move tomorrow.

Thank you for confirming those feelings. Thank you so very, very much.

Why can't it all just go away?

Thought I ran out of tears. Guess I was wrong.

You actually left... Oh.