I keep needing to tell myself, its gunna end up fine. It's all part of some master plan, we're all a little lost inside.

Walking By- Holiday Parade

My heart is hard, cold, and rough. It will no longer be hurt because you took it from me. and no one will ever break it because you died.

I always wanted to be accepted.
But sometimes you have to accept you're not accepted.

Dreams won't come true,
Only the nightmares do.

Behind the smile, behind the courage, behind the laughter, lies the hurt, the pain, the sorrow. Behind the mask, lies me. The me you never took the time to get to know.

I have this act, i smile nd say im fine, but if you look at the scares nd cuts its plain im not, nd if the cuts arnt proof enuf tht im not ok stare in to mi eyes past the lies nd you will see a lil girl that is too lost in depression to be savd.

I remember the feeling, the electricity running through my body, the fireworks, the peace, the happiness, the way it felt to be infinite;; and the day it all went away. </3

I'm Afraid.
Afraid that this is all there is.

Songs for the sleeping. Poems for the willing. And a shotgun shell to the back of the throat for those who understand both.

I want someone who's not going to tell me "It's going to get better." But someone who'll say: "If we never make it out of here, I'll sit with you at the bottom."