MY FAVORITE SLEEP AID IS TEARS :-(

Just whisper, don't make a sound
Don't want the world to know the truth
You've been broken and abused...

By one of my favorite bands "FlyLeaf"
Song: Amy says

I wanna be there for you, but how can I be there when you push me away!

I need someone to tell me
That all this pain is worth it
And I'm not going to end up
All alone, crying myself to sleep

If I tell you why I love you,
Will you tell me why you don't?

& You can promise youself it doesn't hurt,
You can hide all the pain behind that smile.
But sweetheart, you can't hide it forever,
They're going to see you're fighting a battle just to survive.

My scars are memories of the war I fought against myself. And they remind me, I lost..

One day your going to wake up and relize how much you care about me and when that day comes i'll wake up thinking of the guy that already knows.

kyah xx

Why is it that I laugh when I think about what I've said to you but cry when I think about the things you told me?

It's not the fact I have to live without you,
It's the fact I gave you 2 and a half years of my life,
And now I'm stuck in the past.
That's what is hurting me the most.