You didn't' tear me down, you didn't break me apart, you just opened my eyes while breaking my heart -- Kelly Clarkson

Thought i did what's right, thought i followed code
you asked me what was wrong, and finally the truth is what i told
but that's not what you wanted, you wanted one more lie
like all the ones i told before, about how "i'm alright"

It's my pain. my pain. This is private. THis is personal. These lines are mine. This pain is mine. It's my secret.

"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.."

-Girl, Interrupted

As a tear runs down my face,
you ask me what is wrong,
i shake my head laughing,
saying nothing,
but as soon as you turn away,
i whisper everything</3

Love is both the most beautiful thing you can ever feel,
and it is also the worst thing you can feel.
smiles aren't always what they seem to be,
and people aren't always happy like they appear.

There's so much I want to be honest about...
I just know things will be better if I lie</3

Just because I'm breathing doesn't mean I'm alive.

Being alone is better than to be addicted to someone who can leave you anytime..

You never see the signs until its too late.....