It's not like "I don't want to say it"
But more like "I can't say it"

"I am ugly, I don't know what people see when they look at me. I was always a believer in not thinking anyone is ugly, of which I question myself now. No wonder why that guy didn't want to date me."

Its too cold outside, for angels to fly.

Now you want to help ? Where were you when I was getting hurt? Or cutting, throwing up and getting high to escape the pain? No where to be found. Now I'm too far in, I no longer ask for your help.

If I bled a thousand apologies
Would you look me in the eyes?
If I let you see how it affects me
Would you wipe the tears I cry?
If I crumbled at your feet
Would you come pick me up?
If I showed you my scars
Would you tell me Ive hurt enough?

I was there when you needed me, but where were you when i needed you

I don't know how missing just one person can make life so hard and empty
i don't know how one person means to me more than 20 other person around me may be coz he is the one i need and i want but i can't get him

Why does heaven forgive those who have hurted others and don't have any regrets in their eyes yet hell takes the souls that haven't done nothing wrong and have sadness and tears coming down from their eyes

If you lie to me, you die to me.

Why can't they see that I can't be perfect? Why can't they just accept me the way I am? I'm never gonna be good enough for them...