I wish I could run far enough to get away from myself... its got to be easier than dealing with the feelings I've felt...

Leave me to try and fix myself
because you're the one who broke me.

Sometimes we have to hurt the ones we love so they can learn.

Sadly I know I will never find love.
I don't even know why I try.
I guess I like the pain of loss.
It gives me something to feel in this numb world of mine.

If you look close enough...you'll be able to see the story behind the tears...

The pain just kept building
As she struggled day after day
Finally in order to soothe the pain
She would give her life away

I never thought I'll lose you the way I did...

And I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad, the dreams in which i'm dieing are the best I've ever had...

*not mine it's a song by Gary Jules-mad world*

He does not see you
he does not love you
he does not want you
this is nothin
the worst thing he would want is
for you to not exist

MY vision becomes cLear onLy when it's bLurRed bY tears.. :