So that is it.
I'm shutting my doors & putting my walls back up.
I'm closing my curtains & removing the welcome mat.
I'm blocking everything out again, because it's so much easier than feeling something

Rose petals
Razorblades
Broken heart
Bloodshot eyes
All those lies
All those times you made me cry
All I want to do is die

I will smile and laugh
&& show that nothings wrong
Because only I will understand
My own hearts song

You said you'd never hurt me... then you walked out and left me broken... some f*ing promise that turned out to be.

Together forever
You promised
I promised
We lied.

I wish life was black and white so i wouldnt have to fall for the color of ur lying eyez.

Trust hurts, Betrayal kills.

Stop trying to hurt me.
u long killed me with ur words
no amount of hugs can fix what u've done to me.

influenced some of my poems

Did you just waste your breath asking me how i feel today? Is that a place you realli wonna go?

She closed her eyes as she slid the blade across her wrist. Tears that could no longer be repressed flowed down her cheeks as she prayed for the courage to end her life...