Every ghost is a broken angel

And i've never felt this pain any worse than the moment i looked up and noticed ive been alone this whole time....

"The happiest people can be the ones who is going to commit suicide tomorrow."

[Today] is the
[Tomorrow]
we worried about...
[Yesterday]

Let the sun shine down and burn me alive,
let it take away my life, now is the time.

Somewhere i lost my wings,
i didn't stand so tall;,
even angels sometimes,
have to eventually fall

I'm a kid on a see-saw, about to fall off because no one will balance the other end.

No one knows how much i cry
no one see's the pain in my eyes
no one understands my fear
no one knows cuz they're never here
no one can help me thru
no one can make me stop loving you...

So that is it.
I'm shutting my doors & putting my walls back up.
I'm closing my curtains & removing the welcome mat.
I'm blocking everything out again, because it's so much easier than feeling something

Rose petals
Razorblades
Broken heart
Bloodshot eyes
All those lies
All those times you made me cry
All I want to do is die