I won't stare and I won't flirt
I'll act as if it doesn't hurt
I'll just smile and say "I'm fine"
Hiding lies with that old line
Oh but if you only knew
That I would DIE to be with you

Why am i being punished for her mistake?
im sick and tired of her being so fake.
mom, just please come home.
i cant take much more of being alone.

I live a miserable life
Everyday a new strife
Nothing ever goes right
Always another fight

Sometimes all you can do is smile.
move on with the day,
hold back your tears,
&& pretend you're okay.

People dont die from suicide,
they die from sadness...
for once, instead of telling me the reasons
why i shouldnt cry...pay attention to the
reason why i actually am

I sit hear in the corner
dying from my fears
locked in my self hatred
a prisoner of my tears
so when im gone dont cry
please dont morn for me
because im finally happy
dont you get it?...im finally free

A little less alone
because of this friend
it helps me put my misery
to its dreadful end.

I've finally lost hope in everything..

Im not crying because you're gone, im crying because i know you're never coming back

"Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. Missing you is the heartache, that never goes away. "