Dear pillow,
sorry....
i apologize
for drowning you
in my tears every night

Every_time she laughs she hopes he is watching
not so he will see she is happy
but so maybe just maybe he will fall for her smile
as hard as she fell for his

Though the fall will kill me for a moment I will fly.

I regret every nice thing i ever said to him that made him feel like he was something special....

Why should i be sad
about the love i once had
how come im still crying
why am i still trying
since as far as i can see
your doing perfect without me

I dont cry because you dont love me...
I cry because i was stupid enough to fall for you..

When I look in the mirror what do I see
Nothing but a broken reflection staring back at me

Life or death either way im in Hell

when i sit by myself i get all these flashbacks.. dont know why they jus come back.. then i see the sharpness of a needle hit my skin and blood dripping from within

what would you do if tomorrow you woke up went to school and didnt know where i was? then you found out that i killed myself. what would you do if you never saw me ever again?