when i sit by myself i get all these flashbacks.. dont know why they jus come back.. then i see the sharpness of a needle hit my skin and blood dripping from within

what would you do if tomorrow you woke up went to school and didnt know where i was? then you found out that i killed myself. what would you do if you never saw me ever again?

Im +dying+ in your eyes
but you cant see {{past}}
::her:: pretty smile

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain, the only thing that's real.

~*~Elisha~*~

I lie to myself everyday
keep telling myself i hate you
when inside im screaming i love you

The biggest mistake i ever made was choosing my bf over my friends, coz now i have lost my boy and lost my friends :(

"Not all scars show,Not all wounds heal,Sometimes U can't always see what the broken heart feel"..

I [[never]] wanted you to SeE
the //screwed// Up* part of me

My only fear of death is,

reincarnation.

"I got a HeArT full of PAIN..HeAd full of STRESS..HaNd full of ANGER held in my CHEST"..