It's just another one of those days, where I don't feel like putting on that fake happy face.

I do fine until I see you, then my heart break all over again.

Close your eyes for your eyes will only tell the truth
And the truth isn't what you want to see
In the dark it is easy to pretend
That the truth is what it ought to be

Bite your lip and hold back the tears of a shattered heart.

I thought about you for the first time in a long time. And for once, they were happy memories. I would thank you, but the smile it brought to my face, didn't let me forget about all the tears that have stained it.

I cannot promise i will be here tomorrow

Everything's good.. until it all falls apart.

It's taking every bit of strength I have right now, to not go and cut up my wrist like my minds telling me to do. I can't believe you'd do this to me.. We were best friends..

I love my scars, it shows what pain you have put me through and it remains me to never be so foolish again

Lost in the night
surrounded by stars
looking for the moon held back by scarz