I hate my insecurity
I hate how i choose to be
I hate the pointless tears i cry
But most of all, i hate being me

Fake a smile and try to forget,
Live another day just full of regret.
Hold back the tears and try not to cry,
Live another day just wanting to die.

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Got the second half from a friend, edited it a little.

-Jin

SHE ROLLS UP HER SLEEVE TO RELEASE THE PAiN---BUT iT`S NOT THE ;SCARS; THAT DRiVE HiM iNSANE.

iT`S WHAT CARVED iNTO HER ARM---
-HiS NAME-

All I did was love you
All you did was watch me fall.

~ Liz ~

Don't be fooled by what you see
The smile on my face was never set free
It's only a front of who I want to be
It's what's lurking beneath that's killing me

~ Liz ~

ABUSE may start with an 'A' but it has 'U' in the middle. . .

*wings*

You don't know how many times I lie about how I really feel.

They say with time it heals. but they were wrong. with time it makes it hurt so much more.

@....(mom in the bathtub)
(girl sitting next to her)
girl: mommy,ur silly, how cum ur taking a knife into the bath
mommy: cause mommy wants to say bye
girl: mommy, why is the water turning pink?
mom: thats red honey....@

I'm not sad about the memories... im devastated at the unlived tomorows