I don't cut just for it to bleed and to feel the pain i cut because I'm trying to go deep enough to cut you out of my life

Feel that? thats where my heart used to be
until you broke it, and decided to dump me
it hurt so much, i was in so much pain
you left me that way, and didn't care to explain.

*from my poem Feel that?*

"Never asking for a second chance..
Because all that awaits, is failure."

"Tell me that you don't take that blade and drag it across your skin, and pray for the courage to press down."

- Girl, Interrupted

"When I kill myself,

Will anyone care?

Or will life move on,

As if I wasn't

Ever

There?"

There she goes again
smiling again
pretending shes happy again
laughing again
making it look perfect again

I will never ever wish death upon anyone..
I simply wish them to go away..

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal, you can't always tell what someone feels.

It seems odd that i would be smiling
after everything just went wrong

So i guess this is the end then,
time to say goodbye,
you promised never to hurt me,
yet now ur making me cry?