...and you thought you knew her

You don't see the tears, you don't see the pain. All you can see is the smile i'm hiding behind in shame.

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Its so hard to smile when everytime you turn around there's a new reason to cry

The worst kind of alone is when you have tons of people around you who care but don't understand how you really feel...

.:And even in .h.e.a.v.a.n. she .c.r.i.e.s.:.

You cant break my heart because it was never whole to beign with you cant make me cry becasue i have cried all my tears you cant make me bleed becuase i have no blood left and you cant make me die because you alredy killed me

I still hold all the pain
Hidden deep inside my heart
I can hide it now
But it still tears me apart

[From my poem A single tear]

A heart in love
Is a heart broken
That shatters to pieces
With every word spoken

[from my poem "The Love That Was Once My Pride"

Same old story
everyone knows
one heart holding on
one letting go