What hurts more than losing you
is knowing you're not fighting to keep me

Why do they think
I’ll always be happy
just because I take
[M.E.D.I.C.A.T.I.O.N]

Trapped inside,
I can't hide from these lies.
The truth is masked under lies.
You don't even hear my cries.

*from my poem Trapped Inside*

Once again you have left me here to cry,
with only one wish...that you wouldn't say goodbye...

I cut to let my heart cry

My eyes sparkle with tears, my wrists shine with blood.

*rach

My blade shines in the sun of my pitch black world.

Screaming me lungs out can anyone hear
crying my eyes out can anyone see my tears
living this life
only to cut with this knife

-Let me end it all-
*Let me answer Death's call*

Holding myself tight.
Cryen all through the night.
I'm so f.u.c.k.i.n.g alone
But it won't be shown
Put a smile on my face, act real tough
I'm 14 and already had enough.