This is for everyone who ever doubted me..who ever told me i couldnt do it..i couldnt make it through another day...for everyone that ever hated me...thanks for makin me who i am and givin me the strength to live another day...

You told me you cared
That obviously wasn't true
You said you'd always be there
So where the hell are you
You lied to me so many times
Now i have no clue what to do
I dont blame you, but myself
Cause deep down inside, I kinda knew

~*~Life is like a vulture. It eats away at you until there is nothing left.~*~

I used to cry myself to sleep knowing that i was a day closer to dying
but now i cry myself to sleep hoping i won't wake up

Shes fallen apart at last,
The pain just got too much.
The cruel words that you said,
Distressed her such..

.:do you think it hurts much to die?:.
.:its hurting so much to stay alive!:.

Just a few kind words could save her.
Just a few more unkind words could kill her.

*~*Think about this*~*

Im trying to hold on,
But life is slipping away.
Each day it becomes more difficult,
More impossible to stay...

I should of gone ahead,
And pulled the trigger.
Cause problems dont get smaller,
They only get BIGGER.

.:iv been so alone for so long:.
.:iv forgotten how much it hurts:.
.:to wake up:.