.:I cant believe I just gave up:.
.:I just let you drop out of my life:.
.:I tried to make you stay:.
.:then one day it just got to hard & I:.
.:saw that what you really wanted:.
.:was a life without me:.
.:So I gave up & now your really gone:.

.:[f] [a] [l] [l] [i] [n] [g] so quickly:.
.:yet [d] [y] [i] [n] [g] so slowly:.

.:if only the scars that you see:.
.:could resemble whats on the inside of me:.

.:the closest thing to perfect:.
.:but the farthest thing from me:.

Sometimes I wish the future wouldnt come....so I wouldnt have to remember the past...

I thought life was easy
Now I know why no one believed me
With heartaches and unthinkable memories I cry
Now I know, now I understand why your number one wish is to die

Im sorry I messed up.
Im sorry for what I cannot be.
Im sorry Im a total *****.
Im simply sorry for being me...

.: i sit in my room and cry:.
.:cuz outside these walls:.
.:there are a million reasons why i wont to die:.

A wise man once told me, "Never give up."
too bad for me, he didn't take his own advise when he gave up on me.

You don't know what you have until its gone so fight like hell to hold on.

(found that somewhere)