"Is this life worth it, my heart so empty, my mind filled with useless junk, such as myself, I'm sorry for all the things I've done wrong"

You begged me to stop, You love me too much, but temptation is still near and it takes a lot to fight, i'm not used to not being able to cut away my pain

.:*:.- Sometimes I wish you wouldn't love me so I didn't have to see the pain I put you through -.:*:.

The harder i try
the more i wanna cry
trying to stop the pain
but only more i gain

I'm going to smile, so you all think i'm happy.. and i'm going to laugh so you don't see me cry

When all you want to do is curl up into a tiny ball where no-one can reach you and hope that the hurting stops...

I like you so much, and you're just letting yourself let me walk away.

U said i had to let these walls down around me& let you in! u said no matter what i would always be beauitful.u tore these walls down& found a scared lil girl with tears straming down& blood fallin from her wrists.Do u still think i'm beauitful?

I say nothings wrong and you believe it, wow you dont know me at all.

Maybe today's the day, I'll cut my arm.. And the blood will run.. Run.. Till it reaches your heart... By that time I'll be dead...