I cannot stay here I cannot leave...just like all i loved im make believe

I'm that kind of girl that keeps to herself. I'm that kind of girl who holds back all the tears. I'm that kind of girl thats in love with you.

How can i stand there and be me when it seems that no one notices that im alive.....

Dont worry about the scars you can see its the ones inside that are killing me
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Well now im fed up i wont take any more...im sick of being treated like your "pick up pay me" wh**e

Even tho my world is falling
even tho my heart is breaking
even tho i feel like dying
even tho im sick of hurting
even tho it wont get betta
even tho the blood keeps coming
even tho my life is ending
i hate myself more than ever

"Fake laughters, people think I'm happy, Fake smiles, people think I'm ok, but my heart doesn't understands why can't people see that inside of me I'm dyieng"

Why forgive someone, when you know the same damn thing will happen again. It's the hope you hold onto that it will... and does it? thats what I thought.

As i sit in the dark and cry
i wonder why ive been living a lie
why couldnt i just say
wat happened to me that bad bad day
the truth i just couldnt tell
which is why into the darkness i fell.

What happens when the only way to heal your soul is to hurt the person that has no part in your pain?