Im giving up on you.....and the worst thing is...you never evn knew i was trying!

I always start out happy and always end up sad
I always think I have someone who I really never had
I always thought I had everything when I really had nothing
I always thought everything counted for something

Am I supposed to know how to fix things? Yeah, I wish I did. But wishing can only get you so far in life. I used to wish that you would love me forever -- and look where it got me...

Looking in the mirror,
who do i see?
someone i dont know,
someone who isnt me.

:..I Love Walking In The Rain Because Nobody Can See Me Crying..:

I Cut My Self Once..
To See How It Feels...
Ever Since Then...
I Never Let The Wound Heal.

Silence is just another place to hide from your fears. Silence is just another person that always sees your tears. Silence is just another thought that can never say. Silence is just another lie that will always have its way.

He holds me when i start to cry- makes me smile with just his eyes-shares my hopes. dreams, and wishs-wipes away all my tears-i love him throughout reget- i just haven't found him yet..

-loving him was the best thing yet-
-missing him is something i'll never reget-
-losing him willl be hard to except-
-but seeing him with her is the most painful yet-

What do you hope for when you have nothing left, how do you hold on when theres nothing there, how do you stopthe pain when the one who caused it doesn't care?