As I sit here and look down at the scars. I look up and scream to the stars. why do I wear a tear soaked shirt. why do I have to go through all this hurt.

Please don't expect me to always be good and kind and loving . There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand .

Can you do a favor? just hold the knife till i run through it..

It hurts knowing that every time i need you....you just disappear without a second look back... why do you not care dad?

I have never loved, never been loved and never will be. I live a life of solitude and care for no one and nothing. I sit here alone, always alone and always will be for I am who I am and this world is not ready to accept me as I am.

Maybe you were right
maybe all i do is hurt people
dont worry this is the last time
you wont see me again ever...
goodbye

I just want to know if one day I'll wake up, and finally be okay with where I am in life.

I don't know what hurt more, seeing you in his arms or you looking back at me to make sure I saw.

It hasn't been all that long
Since you made me so strong
Then made everything feel wrong

Just because we don't talk anymore doesn't mean that I don't think about you, because I still do. I'm distancing myself because I know I can't have you.