If yu can't understand my silence.. How the f**k r yu gonna understand my words......

A girl has her secrets
Like hiding pain with lies
Living in a world of darkness
With the truth inside her eyes

How many times are you going to beat her, until she realizes how bad you treat her. How many times is she going to cry, until you realize she wants to die. How much blood will have to fall, until she decides to end it all.

Usually,people think that i'm a strong,happy person..
but behind my smiles that i wear everyday they just don't know how much i'm in pain and almost broken..

I cry because I know he doesn't feel the way I do. I cry because I think of how pathetic I am. And I cry because I think I'll be crying forever.
 

Tears have dried, pain has gone, heart is numb... can't stop pretending, something has turned into nothing.

I scream because I don't know what else to do,
I'm playing a game I know eventually I'll lose.
I try to stay happy and plaster smiles,
The sadness ignores my efforts and slowly piles.

Why do you keep erasing me from your life, drawing me back, and then erasing me again?

I just wish I had someone to wipe my tears away, hold me in their arms, and tell me that everything will be okay...

I'll never be good enough for anyone.. not even myself.