Is better to be hurt with the truth than to be comforted with lies

I'm whispering lies that only I can hear,
I'm crying inside but only I seem to care.

I wish the mask i wear would swallow me so that I can feel as happy as I appear.

Walk away from the sun and leave everyone and everything behind

When i saw my father crying because i wanted to die, i felt so terrible it made me think i deserved to die

As he looked at me crying he asked "what's wrong" and the simplest answer I could think of was "what's right"

"The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else" v.v

Of everything in my life so far i like loneliness the most.
It never leaves my side.

I may smile, I do
But the fact that you can't see past my lie kills me

Tears dont just tell you youre sad they tell you youre dying inside but no one is realizing it