She says she's fine, but she's going insane.
She says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain.
She says it's nothing, but it's really a lot.
She says she's ok, but really she's not.

The girl who seemed unbreakable is finally starting to break
the one who seemed so strong its crumbling apart
the one who always laughs it off is constantly crying
the girl who would never give up, finally quit trying

AShotToKillThePain
APillToDrainTheShame
APurgeToStopTheGain
ACutToBreakTheVein
ASmokeToEaseTheCrave
ADrinkToWinTheGame
AnAddiction'sAnAddiction
BecauseItAlwaysHurtsTheSame

Don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, experienced what i have, and cried as many tears as me. Until then back-off, cause you have no idea.

I'm tired of laughing when i want to cry, I'm tired of smiling when i want to die, i say I'm fine when I'm not, All i yearn for is for the pain to stop.

Half of these tears mean I care, the other half mean I wish I didn't

What do you do when you realize the only person that will ever be there for you is yourself...and you just don't care anymore?

No one knows the real me
No one knows what I'm thinking
No one understands me
No one know how I really feel
No one knows what I'm like under this mask
No one cares that they hurt me...

Everyone keeps asking me if i'm okay..
what the hell do they want me to say?
no.. i'm not okay. and then what? so i
just smile and say i'm fine .. even tho
i'm really dying inside </3

Dear drugs & alcohol ; I want my childhood back.