When most people wish for things, they wish for things that cost alot, or are impossible.. i simply wish to just be happy.

So you know the day me, so what, its easy that side, i laugh, act normal, smile but as the day shifts, i turn into someone you wouldnt recognise, a beaten soul seeking release from this ground i stand on.

There was a reason for why you broke my heart,
there's a reason for why you laughed when I cried,
but there is no reason for why i still love you after all that pain

You can't spell 'friend' without 'end', 'families' without 'lies'.
You can't spell 'true' without 'rue' but I can spell me without you.

Why does it instantly make me a bad person for only expressing how I feel?

It's not suicide I crave, It's relief.

Thats the problem with people that are close to you
they know exactly where to hit
so that it hurts
.x.

If you really knew me, you'd know I put on an act so you don't see how much I'm dying inside, but when the lights go out and I'm laying down in my bed, the tears come pouring out and I tell my teddybeat things youd never understand ; <3

I never thought my bestfriend would become my worst enemy ..

It hurt when I felt us fading
but it hurt even more when I realized
there never was an us..