Sometimes I feel like it would just be so much easier not to live, just so I don't have to feel the pain of loneliness. |
I've waited so long for things to get better. Now I can honestly say, I don't think will ever be okay again. |
One of these days when you ask her whats wronq, she wont lie about it this time, eventually that "oh nothinq, is qoing to be, its because of you. |
Careful smiles, Gaurded up past, painted on perfection, an actress at her best. |
I i promised myself never to depend on anyone, but you screwed that right up. |
I just need a body to lay next to me right now, holding me close like im all they need. |
Insults and rude remarks fill my ears with each step i take down the hall of this supposed, "safe, healthy" environment. |
"Its as if I haven't really woken up in weeks." |
" Optimism is overrated. It's better to face reality head-on". |
"you are my hope when giving in, you are the ink under my skin, you are the day that i await, you'd be the only chance i take, all i am and lost before, the things i love and i adore, my hand full of hope and a little more" |