Going to sit here and pretend like I'm not breaking, Going to pretend that it's all ok even when my heart is aching...

Promise me that no matter where we end up after this,
That you'll be happy and live your life like you did before me.
Promise me that even though we aren't together.
You wont forget how much I truly loved you.

Theres that occasional night
where she just breaks down and cries
because she knows that no matter what
things will never be the same.

If I act how I feel I wouldn't have any friends, because I wouldn't talk at all.

Her heart may beat,
but that doesn't mean she's alive.
I remember so clearly,
the moment she died...

When I say:

"I'm okay"

I want someone to look in my eyes and say:

"Tell me the truth."

How can I undo the things I've done?
How do I changed what I've become?
How can I go back to when we were one?

Every night i lay down to sleep and wonder what tomorrow will bring then i wake up and nothing new has changed

And it hurts seeing someone you love change into something you don't even know anymore.

I just dont care anymore, if i dont care then nothing can hurt me