When you see me smile, know something's wrong.
When you see me cry, know I'm breaking down.
When you find me dead, know I gave up too fast.

Maybe you should forget about me.
The way that Im trying to forget about you.
Im sure it will be easier for you, than it is for me.
You have a life to get back to, I just have a dark hole.

In the end, no matter how many times you try to fix things, no matter how many things fall apart and come back together, and no matter how hard it is to let it go, some things will just never go back to how they used to be.

Sometimes I think it would be better to be alone. No friends, no fights, just me alone.

I've been holding on to the love we never had...

How comes happiness only lasts a few minutes but sadness can last a lifetime?

I'm addicted to the pain.

Have you ever wondered what hurts more, saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had?

*not mine*

I am a girl who suffers
But I don’t want a show
I’ll always suffer in silence
And hope they never know
Because they are everything
My friends deserve it all
They deserve the happy end
They shouldn’t watch me fall

I can't keep doing this.
I can't keep living like this.
I can't keep pretending that everything is okay when actually, it's far from it.