You wonder why when we talk i cant look in your eyes... its because im afraid to see that im not in them.

I'm broken and bruised and spend my nights crying
but with the smile on my face knowone knows that i'm dying

"I just want to drown myself, not by water but in my own tears."

They told me that if I didn't stop cutting myself I would die. I looked at them and said "does it honestly look like I care?"

You keep reminding me I'm alive
a twisted conclusion
Of my failed attempts to die

So quietly she walks
eyes glued to the floor
she fakes a smile
but can't take much more

She says she's fine, but she's going insane. she says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain. she says it's nothing, but it's really a lot. she says she's okay, but really she's not

I hide a broken heart behind
a laughing face and& i know i
said i was over you, but the
truth is - no one could ever
take your place

Excuse me while i fall apart
i need to wipe up the tears
and mend this broken heart

In eternity the vacant stare
Captivated my hand’s touch
And pressed its finger against
My lips….in a hush child hush