How can you ever say "love"
And treat me like you do
All you did was break my heart
All i did, was love you

*From my poem "Wasn't Love For You"*

A piece of my heart breaks away each time someone I love and care about erases me from their life.

You say you cant stand to see me get hurt.so .....what ...you close your eyes when you hurt me?

"The best things stem not from the mind, but from the heart and soul. Despair leads to some of my best work. Hatred brings out a flourish of great ideas. Anger sends forth a rampage of emotion that spills across the page from my pen."

You give me hope.
When the world's gone grey.

As u run ur hands upon my wrists and look into my eyes
You see my fear, shame, pain and my hope that ull undastand
But when i look into ur eyes i see nufin not even a gleamer of pity

Behind my smile
I broken heart
Behind my laugh
Im falling apart

:(

So take this knife and cut my wrists?.

I wish this pain?didn?t exist?

So slit my wrists?

Life?s a sick game with way too many twists

nm

I give up on u, i give up on love, i give up on me, i give up on life itself...

Give me a reason for smiling, for I fear that I have none.
This heartache that continues to cause so much pain,
I know has just begun.