The good and the bad i will never forget.
But the one that i loved, i'll just learn to regret.

My hole so dark,my hole so deep
I never knew what monsters creep
There's only one i always see
I know this monster because it's me

Crying over you feels as if acid is poured on my face but lately it's becoming a familiar feeling

They say I need to go to a hospital.. I say I need a new family. If only they knew the real problem and understood what really happens. But, of course, no one really gives a damn.

My heart sings a song u will never hear unless one day you decide to get that near

You are my life line
you are my self control
you were there for me
when the world was cold

**dedicated to jacob aketachunak my best friend my cousin and my favorite friend and family. he died march 22,2006**

What they don't know is that everytime they hurt me, i hurt myself even more

She lifted up her sleeve
and there marked on her skin
was a heart nearly perfect
filled with pain from with in.

"is it good or bad to be congratulated on being a good depressive writer?"

I frowned today because there is nothing worth smiling for..